Ally's Vision Became Blurry

In view of recent speculation, I will have to put my plan on hold for now. Paul's eventual destiny is Kuala Lumpur, should there be an opening. This may happen in 6 months... or 6 years, who knows, but what if it's the former. I don't want short commitment here. So how? Work till end of the year, get bonus first? In the meantime, I have to find a way to find time. If only my little bard could say this "It's ok, mummy, go to work, I will be fine".... awww.